's been a... rough few weeks.

and it's gonna get rougher before everything calms down.

maybe i deserve this.
i guess i do.

you get what's coming, and i've gotten what i've had coming since i entered secondary school. i've always had it easy. taken that for granted.

well, it's better now than later yeah?
guess that's the bright side of things.

~

you wake up, with your bubble burst, fantasy world's been nothing but what it is, a fantasy.
and you see clearly for the first time. the very first time, and what you see isn't pretty.
you've got to do something, anything, 'cause it isn't going away by itself.
stay as before, ignore the blatant signs of warning, and you can forget about even breathing the success of people around you.
and when you change, when you turn things around, you'll get your reward.
strive and ye shall pass?