i'm feeling so fucking restless.

i haven't stepped out of my condo in fucking ages.

my skin is turning all white and colourless because i haven't felt the sun in fucking centuries.

i've not stepped out of siglap since holidays started, not including the car rides to look at showflats.

i've had about 2 spoons of rice in 5 days.

i haven't been full in 5 days.

i say i want to go shopping at even parkway which is only 10 fucking minutes away and my mother goes friggin ballastic.

where are my friends when i need them?

ah, well.... you see. i have no fucking idea.

nobody's even bothering to see me since i can't go out.

thanks alot guys.

yup. means a lot to me.

screw you. screw you. screw you.

three fucking times over.

so there.

you want me to stay home and study all day all fucking night?